Soooo...I'm not dead! I've been busy attending classes at BYU-I. The semester was really crazy and did not allow me time to do any artwork to submit here. I know, I should have said something, so I apologize for keeping quiet.
The semester is over now, and I am on a short break before the next semester starts. Honestly guys? I have no enthusiasm to do anything. I have ideas that I want to draw, and I will do whatever I can to be happy so I can draw. I promised a good friend that I would draw her characters, and I will not let her down!
It's just hard...I'm graduating in July, and I still don't know what to do with myself. So many people, especially my art teachers, are asking me what I want to do, and when I tell them that I have no idea, they just laugh, and tell me to get my butt in gear and think of something. I honestly don't think I'm good enough to before a professional artist that sells their art for money, or works for a big art company. I don't see myself doing that, or, I'm afraid to see myself doing that.
I know I'll get better with a lot of practice, but I've seen so many great artists out there that have had the same amount of practice that I have had, and they are way more successful in life. This hurts...and my confidence levels go way down, and I just don't feel like doing anything. Please be patient with me. I'll come around soon. C: